school's doing great and there are 6 months left before pmr and 3 months left before the trial. yeah congrats me. 50% of me says that i can get a good result another half says im gonna be a failure. im too scared yet i cant wait for it. yeah whtevr. mama is keep pushing me. ok.
how i wish i could have a time machine. it's not the time i want to control, just want to reminiscing through my memories. sweet. shit happened lately, but i can still control myself. i miss telling everything to people i trusted.
it feels like forever.
waiting for someone to show up telling you how much they miss you.
im suck. it's always been me, right? no. i cant think like that.
God gave me test so that i can love Him even more.
it's just when im happy, i forgot about Him.
so yeah He wants me to come back so he gave me that kind of test.
i've always tried to look at the bright side, but y cant i find the things i'm looking for?
i dont need any advice, it doesnt bring any good to me.
i just need a listener. thats all.
even me, can't understand me.
you're not coming back, arent you?
