i dont mind people calling me a hypocrite.
because i know it's the best for me & others
to keep things for myself.
because,
who would love a girl who cries over the smallest things?
who would love a girl who says no and not explaining the reason because she simply said no?
who would love a girl who hates the world but keep continue living?
who would love a girl who thinks about no one but herself?
who would love a girl who cannot explain how she felt?
i'd meet hundreds of people saying they'll listen to my stupid stories
and ended up being alone
& it is such a privileged to be alone.
but not feeling lonely.