8;31pm

i dont mind losing people, not anymore, ive taught my heart that i can be sad but that doesnt mean i can grieve, no. people are going to keep coming & leaving and im still going to end up alone, and thats fine with me. i lost trust to many people without they even knowing. and its not like theyre here for me, when i need them the most. except for this one godamn particular person. but im scared that it'll be over soon, i dont want that person to leave. so far youre the only person im able to count on to & you can be annoying sometimes but my best friend, youre the only one im scared to lose. 

i dont dare to risk it... but i guess i have to. i dont even want to try because i know what will happen in the end, but then, whats so bad about believing in faith?