hi.. so I just want to express my feelings. Im on my period so my emotion is a little imbalance.
It happened to a good friend of mine.
we dont talk for a long time, not since school. only a chit chat and thats that. but then it happened yesterday, she texted me out of blue asking me if im busy & wanted to call me. i said, call me.
the first thing i recognized was her voice crying out loud, telling me that they broke up for almost a month and how she finally discover it was for some bitches. and how she had to find about it on social media, where everyone can see. and how it broke her down to tears after tears. after being together for so long.. i cried telling her stories to my boyfriend. because the pain is too unbearable. i feel her. like can u imagine that? when suddenly someone who u used to be so close, so comfortable, decided to not love u anymore.
that is when u think u lose everything. thats when u, for a second, u ask urself how to live without him. life doesnt sound too easy now that the road is too long and u barely walk. moving on is hard, forgetting him is the hardest. time heals all wounds so they said, but this one will have scars to show that u fought to move on. u wish u could say something, but u know it will only lead u to sadness. facing the truth seem to be the new resolution.
all i could say darling, just give life a chance. give it one more try. move on.
theres so much more in life and u only experience one part of ur whole life. just know that when a door closed another opens. GOD has faith in u, trust me He has a plan for u, for me, for that guy who dumped u. be strong, oh dear how it seems that being strong is the only option. i know how much it hurts. ive been thru there and i became stronger. trust me.. u ll love the feeling when u finally get to realize that u re free from anybody. dont let the sadness grow out of ur past. forgive him but never forget what he did.
u ll learn how to get up again, how to love life, and how to never trust somebody who says I love you on a first date.
this one is for u, H.
