i kinda miss people that i pushed away.
or the people that actually decided to not contact me anymore.

like this one guy;
-we're so close back then. 2 years ago. i really love him as friends. he was like a brother to me. omg i miss him alot you know. he was a big guy and i really love to be beside him because i feel protected, we would contact each other almost every day. i trusted him. i would tell him everything i know but then one day he decided to not reply my chat on fb anymore. last year. on january. so that was it.

p/s; dia dah kurus sekarang. :)

this kind of people, sometimes i just want to talk to them
but then im afraid
if i ll ever be friendly like i used to be,
they ll take me for granted.


and leave me.