to those people who need encouragement

do you ever get the feeling like you miss someone? like you want them so bad? 

you feel like with them, you feel the world is complete. you need them because they're your happiness.

because youve been with them since forever, they helped you thru ups & downs.

and one day they said good bye without actual good bye.

i did. 

i was bitter, i missed them. i prayed to God to bring them back so i could 
get my happiness back. 

but God gave me more than that. He gave me a stronger heart. 
i actually raised myself up without anyone's help and then...

they came back. & i was digusted. i dont know why but i feel i dont need them anymore. i gave myself another chance. because maybe my heart is playing with me. who knows. 

thats why they said love is blind, isnt it? because when you're in love, everything you see about them is beautiful. it wasnt in real life. 

then i realized, i wasnt in love with them. i loved the idea of them. or maybe, maybe.

im stupid when it comes to love.

"sometimes it's not the person you miss, but the feelings and moment you had 

when you were with them."

chin up, dear. get yourself up. move on.