11;24am

I admit, im not that type of person to stay. I tend to get bored easily & im not friendly at all. Based on my conversation with my friends, they all started it first but it's not because i want them to start it first, lol no (im not that cheeky) but it's just because it never occurs to me to say hi to them, to ask 'how are things going' and such, im not starting any conversation because to be honest, i never think of them. Not think of them in the way of "lol ive lots of friends so im not talking to you" but i never think of them as "ive got so many things to do and im afraid im not going to reply to them so yeah starting a conversation isn't a good idea." Im that type of person "if you want to know something/need something, just say hi so we could work it fast & continue doing our own things." Because i. Am. Not. Good. At. Talking. Basically, thats me.

BUT

There are some people who are excluded, and it's the people who i trust. Yeah i trust only 3 people in this world (pls don't judge & im sorry, it's because of my past made me who i am now) and they're the only ones who i can carrry the conversation 24/7. I love these three people so much more than my life and there's nothing i want from them other than their own happiness, they know the REAL me (what i meant by the real me, is my dark side, the ones people never know) they know me & they still stay.  These are my best friends til the end. 

I barely get mad, like seriously. But if i get mad, the really mad person you can get me to be, you'll be regret. And if im feeling bitter, there's no way im going to talk to you ever again. Im not that person to always look back, i tend to forgive but i never forget. I can never forget but don't worry, im not holding any grudge.