& my heart never felt so empty when i realized that nothing stays the same.
that people come & go, they'll come into your life & will make you wondering where the hell they've been all these time and zap! they're gone. don't you love it when you can predict the future? not the ones like "tomorrow im gonna get that" or "next week she gonna get this" no. but predicting the future the ones with "nothing stays forever & forever doesnt even exist. i better get not attached, i better get prepared, i better leave." nothing feels the same anymore when you realize this. everything doesnt make sense anymore. i realized about this a long time ago, but now i remember the reason im being heartless. because every single human that i met. when you realize everything is nothing, thats the moment when you know everything.
im sorry but i just said that. theres a few person i didnt regret meeting but the rest, yes.
im sorry i distance myself but i dont feel like talking to anyone anymore.
